I
wondered why I felt this way, lost within
the ruins
my days started out all the same, they ended
in confusion
the pictures of my childhood were a collection
of illusion
I
met someone who named the thoughts, the
voices in my mind
someone who was prepared for the horrors
I would find
A
partner in this trip back to a life of misery
a partner who never feared the journey back
to me
Through
rubble of a different sort, we sorted then
and now
we faced an army of my fears and confronted
them outloud
My
life is now a manageable pile of disarray
I have a husband, kids and lots of bills
to pay
but without you the journey back to me might
not have come
I give my thanks to you and the Father,
Spirit, Son
