Inside

I tasted his cigar when he pushed his face to mine,
I felt my arms pinned down and felt his weight defined
To move to breath to gag, I couldn’t muster one
A prisoner in Hades, who’s hell had just begun

Breathe in a stench, breathe out my last, I wanted it to end,
I tried to look for an escape, paralysis my friend
In the instance that I felt him there, I left and joined the others
The ones who played inside my mind, my sisters and my brothers

They tell me now, I need not go and find my solace there,
That for today my memories are yesterday's nightmares
I wish that I could separate the worlds that kept me free
But a journey that once kept me safe is hard for me to flee

By Amy
November 18, 2002
Posted with permission

 

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