I
tasted his cigar when he pushed his face
to mine,
I felt my arms pinned down and felt his
weight defined
To move to breath to gag, I couldn’t
muster one
A prisoner in Hades, who’s hell had
just begun
Breathe
in a stench, breathe out my last, I wanted
it to end,
I tried to look for an escape, paralysis
my friend
In the instance that I felt him there, I
left and joined the others
The ones who played inside my mind, my sisters
and my brothers
They
tell me now, I need not go and find my solace
there,
That for today my memories are yesterday's
nightmares
I wish that I could separate the worlds
that kept me free
But a journey that once kept me safe is
hard for me to flee